- admiration for the thoughts that other people so eloquently express,
- other people's ideas seeming a infinitely more original than my own (let's face it I've never thought them before),
- a fear of being trivial,
- a fear of being self-obsessed,
- the knowledge that no-one actually reads what I have written.
I am going to conduct an experiment. I will post 10 times before the end of May and see if I just lack discipline, rather than inspiration. Is it just a good expressive apperient that I need?